i don't really get why people seem to have a big fuss about numerals (height,weight,age,money,etc.). it's freakin me out all the time.urgggh! i always fail to understand why life sometimes is unfair. even though i've always read about that life is FAIR. how will i understand that life is fair when in fact i experience it myself? i know i should be open-minded at all times, but i really can't help myself for thinking this way. this really is bugging me out. : ( if only things are easier, i would've lived an easier life too. but it isn't. i have to deal with the reality of life that LIFE IS NEVER AN EASY JOURNEY. it's up to you how you will manage the hardships of life to make it easier.
a lot of people say that height, weight,age, etc. don't really matter. oh c'mon?! are you kidding me? yes! it matters. it really does! in my case i don't worry about my weight & age. what worry me the most is my height. i just hope people are not so discriminating enough so that i won't worry about it anymore. perhaps, if they don't, i might not be wishing for the stars to add an inch or two or more for my height. argggggggh!
i am 23 y/o. i don't even reach 5 flat. so that's how petite i am. people even mistaken me as a highschool student or worst a kid. i don't know if that's a compliment or what. thanks, anyway. but i don't need your opinion! for 23 years that's what i get all the time. can you just imagine how pathetic i am. people's opinions are not helping me gain confidence. they're helping me lose it slowly. i wish they knew how was it like to be me so that they would bother to understand that being me was never easy. how about switching places? you like? i just only have one wish. i wish they would stop telling me about it because it really doesn't help! i'm begging you pleaaassssssse...let me be happy!
if i had the chance to live life again, i would ask God to never let me be this small again. i'm not asking for really tall heights, just an average height will do to me. just not this small as i am now. it's really hard. people make fun of you. i hope they realize what they're doing. tsktsk!
what makes it unfair for short ones. we never get a job easily because employers think we can't do better. (hello! we're just small we're not idiots!) we can't join fashion shows. fashion shows are for taller people. (hmmp! excuse me?! are we not humans too? can't we wear dress like they do?tsktsk.) always mistaken as a kid. (well, in this matter it has a double meaning. it's just a matter of how you perceive it.hehe)
right now, i still get a lot of silly/non-sense opinions from people. it still hurts me like hell. i think it won't stop. perhaps, it would just stop when i die. may the Lord bless those people.