The day my mom knew I had a boyfriend, she acts differently. She becomes more possessive. I know she’s like that, but I never realized that she’s that SO POSSESSIVE.
I don’t get why my mom is so possessive of me having a boyfriend. Every time I go out with my boyfriend she keeps on monitoring me. She keeps on thinking I might be doing anything nasty. One time I asked permission to have dinner with my BF at some barbecue place, she suddenly lectured me with a lot of advance thoughts. So I was like mad at her for thinking that way. It feels like she doesn't trust me. I even told her to stop thinking what she’s thinking.
And every time I go out with my boyfriend I never fail to text her for I know she’ll be upset if I forgot. So, one forgotten text would mean millions of lecture.
I never really understand why she’s like that. I can’t understand her! I am trying to understand, but I still fail to do so. All I wanted is for her to understand me so that I can understand her as well. Promise, I won’t marry not until I reach 27 0r 30 years old (I hope so! Help me Lord!). I know my priorities and getting married is the least priority I have.
So, maybe when I have kids on my own I would understand her possessiveness. But right now I feel so much hurt because she doesn't even trust me. Trust is all I ever wanted from her.
PS: Ma, I still appreciate everything you've done for me. I LOVE YOU! THANK YOU!
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